i told you you dont want me. i will only rip you to pieces. i told you that im a heart breaker and i cant help it.

im tired of being me. im tired of hurting...

so i really hope you understand. i warned you. i cant hold your hand or run with to you for moral suppport.

you are a image of a guy i once love

and i cant look at you without looking at him.

i might of said your the best. i might of said your the nicest. but the truth is your too nice for me.

i can be the a sweet and the best girl you ever had but the truth is im too compicated for a simple guy who deserves much more

im sorry to tell you this but im just oh so very mistaken.

well hello...

today = yuck

but it got better :]

you know what my [new] greatest fears are...

falling in love. depending on someone. cant live withoutthem. then they let you down and hurt you. like after you fell apart and they helped you up. and its no 6 month relationship. like 2 years...

ehh i know call me a dork

like everything you ever wanted broken to pieices

wow.

uum

well i went to prom it went good

pics up later

uhmm up :]

heyyy!!

well im just sitting here listening to avril lavigne. oh heck yes.i freakin love her. i dont care how people call her a poser.. ahh

but you know what a band i really like?!

angels and airways

omg their so amazing!!

well nothing really is up

i really am crazy about this one guy

:]

hehe.

uhmm i guess my life gettin better

i think so.

just something is missing...

just cant put my eye on it

well i just want to get out of school

oh summer oh heck yes

well i think im going into the doctors soon cuz i cant take my back anymore.

ah.

but thats about it.

l8rrr

HIIII

for once im actully updating again lol.

well i deff got BIG news!

i got asked to freakin prom!

and the guy i like ahhh.

but i said idk cuz i dont have no money

isnt that great..

well thats all i got to say 4 now.

l8rr

HIIIII guys!!

well whoever im talking to lol.

i sure hadvnt wrote in this thing for freakin months.

well lets see..

my life is pretty dandy at the moement.

this spring break been freakin amazing!

well yesterday i went to the skunks nest for my first time

and damn i didnt had that much fun in ages

i was so freakin happy. haha.

and i saw my ex grant.

it actully wasnt weird at all.

hes still the grant i knew...

:]

uhmm lets see wat else.

im still single but thats ok.

uhmm lets see wat else happened this springbreak. i hung out with gangster brandon and eli alot this break. and i also saw emo dave. their freakin awsome.

i really hope sarah and eli hook up! lol.

uhmm well you can see i finally got a new layout.

and this is deff a long entry. but heck, it been ages also.

uhmm ya i think this is it for now

byee loves

<333

Your smile fades in the wind

your touch still stays the same

every time i look back i still know your one amazing boy i could never forget....

everything you do still amaze me

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